Episode 20 is full of ranting, complaining and loving your support loves!
Script
This week on Simply Living Podcastβ¦What itβs like to be a dreamer and planner in a world you have to depend on other people. To start off with, ouch! I am so tight right now. I hold all of my stress in my shoulder and neck, they are so tight right now. I have been stretching and trying to relax but it is not working. It will calm down eventually I just have to be patient and learn to relax maybe work on posture too? Ouch.
Here we go…
Why are you so stressed, Kris? Well loves, let me explain my situation. A month after the storm and the effects are still here. I know this is normal but that doesnβt mean I have to like it. I have gained a lot more respect for those who have storm damage and keep their cool. Between insurance companies, cleanup crews and contractors phones ring a lot and much talking does not get done. Ok, enough beating around the bush I am going to let it all out in a scream. The trees that landed on the house are off the house but they are not completely gone. My neighbors still have a shed full of stuff and the tree trunks are sticking out in the yard. I have hornets finding their way into the house, my laundry room is a disaster because I donβt want to keep doing laundry afraid it might shake more areas the hornets can get in open. I have bodies of hornets laying around and I am planning on cleaning them up today but I have been watching them the past two days to make sure they have not moved and they really are dead.
The tree on my garage will be there for at least another week if not more because of the ground being very wet and soggy and the icky weather predicted for this weekend. To remove that tree it will be at least a week of work if not more. The rooms are not ready for this weekend because of the laundry situation and I have a full house. The contractor did not show up when I thought he was going to and yesterday while I was in the kitchen the roof fell apart more now that it was not being held up by the tree. Weird comment to make I know but That is what happened.
I guess not
I wanted to add a shower to the downstairs room this fall/winter but now with all the other damage and happenings I donβt think that will happen. I donβt think the bank account would be thrilled with the idea of going through with it. Although that company isnβt getting back to me with the quote and plan either so maybe that is good.
The front yard looks better now because my amazing mama came yesterday and helped me clean up the gardens a bit. Oh, the rose bush is gone! Yes, I dug up a rose bush and threw it away. The flowers were ok but the thorns and long branches were not. The garden looks great!
It’s been a long month.
Tip for you
When you are filling out tax forms and information here is my request and wise words, if you have never seen the form before ask someone who knows what the form is asking in the language that you understand. I found out earlier this week that I had been filling out the form wrong all year. I have learned that I donβt speak legal terms. I have also learned that I get very high strung and confused when it comes to anything tax or legal related. Things donβt work well. The good thing is I do not owe the government, the bad thing I think they owe meβ¦Yes, I overpaid but how do they know? They only know what I tell them and if I fill out the form one way how are they going to know I didnβt know what I was doing? It is all my fault but I am very frustrated with myself. I thought I could do it myself. I didnβt want to bother anyone with a little question like how to fill out yet another form. I thought I had it. I did not. I was very wrong. That is another thing I am learning, donβt be afraid to ask for help. You are not inconveniencing anyone. If they canβt help you or donβt want to they will tell you. People arenβt all bad, many of them really do want to help you and be there for you. Just ask you silly ragdoll! I am a business owner. I am 21. I own a business which owns a house by my loan. Yes technically I own a house. Was that financially a good idea? I have no idea. Did I think so at the time? Yes. Am I in a good financial situation right now? Itβs not bad. It is not where I would like it to be but is anyone ever in a financial position that they would like to be?
Poor bank account
I have dreams and ideas and plans. How many do you think require finance stability? All of them. Some of them I would like help from other people. Are they willing, some of them. Do they know when they will want to do this or how long it will take? Not even one. Does this frustrate me? Yes. I am one of those people (as you probably already know) who likes to start and finish a project in a reasonable time. Every chance I get to work on said project I would work on it and see it through to the end. Is it ever frustrating when you have to depend on other people to get your stuff done. I thought I was patient, I thought I had worked through that (as best as anybody can) yea, no. My patience is hanging on by a stinking thread. I have taken a lot of deep breaths this past month and are these projects anywhere near done? No, some are at dead holt others havenβt even been started. Whoopee (disappointed, sarcastic face).
The great thing that has happened this week is my book keeping has been staying up to date! If you remember from a few months ago I mentioned how I was struggling motivating myself to stay up to date with that. For some reason, it is getting done this month! Maybe because it is a project that I can control and finish on my ownβ¦to a point. Some bills just donβt want to come when I would like them to show up. Did I really say that? Oh goodness.
Back to the yard
Another positivity is my front yard looks amazing, I know I mentioned this a little while ago but hey! I love the look of it! The lawn was cut and trimmed on Monday by Chris, thank you!!!!! Wednesday my mama and I cleaned up some of the gardens. It all looks so much better J Most of the overwhelmed look is gone and it is ready for winterβ¦I donβt know if I am though.
There is a chance of snow on Sunday and rain today through Sunday. It is going to be a cold wet weekend. I have heat though! Last week my furnace went out. It was one of the fans but it is fixed and working beautifully now! I also have a wonderful fireplace to cozy up in front of π
As always, keep the blessings in every day!