Yay and Oops

I have been here for about 3 weeks. It is starting to hit me harder and harder that I am moving on to a new chapter in my life. I am in the process of switching my membership over from my home church to the church here in Lake City. It was all fine and dandy till I got a reply from the secretary from my home church saying she was sorry to see me go but praying for me in my future. She is such a sweet person but it hit me when I read it. I am moving on.

It is little notes like that that hit me. It can be 8 in the morning or 10 at night. It is the little stuff that throws me off. The first time it hit me it was the second day of moving and I just kept crying. I couldn’t help it. The night before and that morning were really hard for me. The day my parents and my aunt and cousin left me alone for the first time, that was really hard where I couldn’t stop crying. Not I just get this super sad feeling in my stomach but I don’t cry. Ok, so I try not to cry 🙂

On happier notes….ok maybe not. I made a treat today. Pictures for the business are this weekend and I wanted to make something to have placed in the pictures. Well, my friend suggested a brownie and cookie swirl bar. I tried….no. It turned out more of a cake and the corners are completely black. I mean like chrome black. They could not be more black, they are as smooth as ever and shiny. It is quite weird yet at the same time amazes me. It is so unique and interesting but it saddens me. Burnt yummies are not ok. So I do have those but I am going to make something else as well. I just haven’t decided what. Hopefully, the next treat will turn out a little better 🙂